Monday, 11 March 2013

First blog

First blog

This blog is a personal blog written by Iona Wilkie. As such the views expressed in this blog are those of Iona Wilkie and not those of Project Trust.

The date today is 11th March 2013.
I can not describe to you how excited I am to be embarking on this once in a lifetime adventure to South Africa in a few months time. I have been fundraising for a whole year now and have made a whopping £3000. I would just like to take this time to thank everyone who has helped me reach this amount. It is simply mind-blowing. Even as recently as two years ago, I would never have dreamed of my life being this good in even 'five years time'. Over a very short period of time I have changed from a shy and unhappy girl to a happy, confident young woman. Everyone in my life has contributed to these positive changes in my life, as well as my impulsive thought to leave school. I have to say, for me, it was the best decision I have ever made.

It was only until I left school that I decided to approach Project Trust and see if I could attend a selection course. Unfortunately, I did not have the preferred 2 Highers, but only a C Higher French. I didn't think there was any point in applying at first but something made me try anyway.

I emailed Project Trust to see if I would be able to, even though I did not meet the entry requirements but had strengths in other areas. I was SO surprised when they emailed back saying that I could definitely come along to a selection course. (My expectations were crazy low, I seemed to always be doubting my abilities)

After going to Coll and getting selected, my whole life changed. My self-esteem and confidence grew and most importantly I was feeling happier. I felt like I could achieve something, and finally had something to work towards that my heart was also in.

The first step: Fundraising.

Fundraising for me, has been nothing but a joy. Don't get me wrong, there have been times when I wished it would be a little easier but most of it was very fun. I switched my negative attitude to a positive one. It worked wonders... and that's simply changing your attitude.

You do things you wouldn't normally do when you have to raise money for something. You have to talk to people you don't know, design leaflets, write to charitable trusts and organise events!
I have learnt so much from fundraising alone, and this is just the beginning..
One of the most memorable times was when I did a Firewalk in my back garden. A Firewalk is when you walk over burning embers.. Sounds a bit crazy but it is really good for your inner spirit, and makes you feel like you are capable of doing anything afterwards.. You've just walked on fire!
It also brings everyone who is participating together, in a very Oneness sort of way. A few of the things you don't think about are actually really difficult to do in front of a crowd of people. There was about six of us, and we each had to chant in turn around the circle... It was amazing to see the people who were too shy! In the end though, everyone sang. It was amazing.

With fundraising, my health has improved too. I trained in the gym before I went up Ben Nevis, and then went to stay with a fellow volunteer in Fort William to do it together. It was a fantastic experience and the weather was great too!



Very excited for training in July!